The Path of the Yoginii
by Jessica Torrens
A
Quest for Spiritual and Social Freedom.
Cosmic
consciousness is bodiless, beyond sex or gender; however, spiritual aspirants,
living in our everyday world, are not. Most humans cannot conceptualize a
genderless entity. Consider the terminology, ‘in Him,’ or ‘God the Father’.
In certain Buddhist and Hindu traditions, the female form is considered inferior
to the male body, rendering women incapable of achieving liberation until they
reincarnate as males. Sexist dogmas serve the male-dominated religious
institutions just as they serve to exclude women and to prevent them from
realizing their full potential in the secular sphere.
Yet,
women are told that feminism has no place in theology. Some female aspirants
consider feminism a socially hostile and aggressive movement, against the
spiritual goal of inner calm. However, a feminist attitude need not be strident
or accusatory, or confine us in the cycle of action and reaction. We must simply
be adamant and wise in the effort to reclaim women’s place in the history of
spiritual practice. As in the secular sphere, where women could not publish in
their own name, and their accomplishments were not documented, in the spiritual
sphere, women have been seen as the object of desire to be overcome, rather than
as partners on the path to self-realization.
Buddhist
nun, Tenzin Palmo’s biography, Cave in the Snow: A Western Woman’s Quest
for Enlightenment by Vicki Mackenzie, attests to the scriptural
interpretations and adulterations used to justify barring Buddhist nuns from
receiving esoteric teachings. While experiencing these humiliations, the British
born Palmo, only the second Western woman to be ordained as a Tibetan Buddhist
nun, sought to understand her roots in Buddhist teachings. She discovered that
Buddha had taught aspirants to visualize the body’s internal matter—blood,
guts, pus and waste—to free themselves from attachments and attractions to
human form. By the 1st century AD, Buddhist writings focused on visualizing only
the female body in this grotesque manner.
This
misogynist interpretation, according to Palmo, probably came from the
polarization of men and women by monks who viewed women as the source of
temptation, therefore the enemy. The Buddha never claimed that women were dirty,
or could not achieve enlightenment. The result of blaming women for one’s own
desires was that women were essentially denied access to Tantric practices that
could lead them to enlightenment. Even worse, their sense of self-worth was
assaulted: "I once visited a nunnery where the nuns had just come back from
hearing a high lama teach. He had told them women were impure and had an
inferior body. They were so depressed. Their self-image was so low. How can you
build a genuine spiritual practice when you’re being told from all sides that
you’re worthless?" The devaluing of women’s contribution to spiritual
life and community is not unique to Buddhist culture, but common to all
patriarchal societies.
The
better/worse dichotomy
Long
before Buddhism, in the Vedic age, such spiritual discrimination existed. Women
were also authoresses of the Vedas, according to Ananda Marga’s guru,
Anandamurti. He writes that women, along with lower caste people, were not
entitled to repeat Vedic mantras like the chant aum. "Nor were
women, however educated, allowed to hear such sacred chants; and it was taught
that however spiritually advanced a woman might be, she would have to be reborn
as a man to attain liberation. This sort of propaganda was spread for a long
time by opportunistic people."
Today,
in the West, misinterpretations persist. Difference is evaluated in a
better/worse dichotomy, which is detrimental to yogic teachings regarding, for
example, women’s less developed parathyroid gland (Singh 1998:146). But if
women’s glandular make-up is different from males, there must be specialized
yogic practices for the yogini. Especially in the West, where many yogic
students are women, differences should be treated in a constructive, practical
manner.
Thus we
see a dearth of role models for a specialized women’s spiritual practice. Yoga
is an experiential science. Knowledge of this system has been passed down from
the ancient rishis who observed the effects of different foods, postures and
meditation techniques on their own body and mind. It stands to reason that
female practitioners should refer to the discoveries of highly evolved yoginis
for insights into their practices, and for guidance. But where are such yoginis?
Here again, the secular status of women has profound effects on our spiritual
lives. In many societies, women have not been free to wander the country,
devoting themselves to higher pursuits, having been virtually sold off in
marriage. Even for those few yoginis who escaped this bondage, or whose spouses
supported their spiritual goal, word of their lives is not easily available, as
are Yogananda’s Autobiography of a Yogi, or Swami Rama’s Living
With the Himalayan Masters. So, the need for excavation of texts about or by
yoginis is again apparent.
Not
surprisingly, pagan rituals have grown in popularity since the 1960’s, as they
celebrate the mysterious nature of the female form and sexuality. Women are
again elevated to the level of matriarchs, the menstrual cycle reflecting a link
with the rhythms of nature and the universe, a symbiosis with lunar flux, and
women’s position as life givers. Fertility rituals celebrate women as the
expression of the life force, and therefore see women as intensely mystical and
spiritual beings. This must have been quite a revelation for women of an earlier
era, still reeling from the impact of Freudian theory, which viewed them as
hysterical males, the uterus being the source of psychosis. It is no surprise
that many women have gravitated towards all kinds of pagan rituals to affirm
their sex, and as a quick fix escape from sexist religious doctrines and
male-dominated organizations. Nevertheless, for the adamant yogini, the question
still remains—where to get teachings and find a spiritual role model.
Tenzin
Palmo’s biography reveals her own personal excavation of female aspirants, and
her efforts to transform the male face of Tibetan Buddhism. She has plans to
build a nunnery dedicated to "female spiritual excellence. A place that
would not just educate women in religious dogma, but turn them into yoginis,
women who had actualized the truth within". Her nunnery will resurrect the
unique practices devised by Rechungpa, a disciple of Milarepa, and carried on by
the Togdenma yoginis to help women achieve Buddhahood. These efforts, as well as
her outspoken determination to achieve enlightenment in a female form have an
incalculable benefit in inspiring other women on the spiritual path.
And
many women are likely to join in her efforts, for once one has begun to ask the
unutterable, more questions come. Is it socially or spiritually determined that
incarnations of God are always male? Perhaps societies have not been ready to
accept the word of God in a female voice. But wouldn’t it have helped our
cause so much, and given so much leverage and inspiration, and mental freedom
from self-hatred if she had? Is woman really destined to be the Biblical ‘help
mate’ of man? Can she not be a historical and spiritual personality in her own
right? Can we infer, as so many fundamentalist Christians have, that women’s
subservience is sanctioned by God? In our yogic effort to burn the ego, and
merge with the supreme, where is the middle ground between a domineering and an
ineffectively self-effacing attitude?
When a
female aspirant accepts a male guru, she can only benefit from his guidance if
that guru addresses women’s concerns openly and directly, denouncing
falsehoods about women’s inferiority and inequities in spiritual life.
Anandamurti confirms women’s equal ability to achieve liberation, which
ultimately does not depend on his physical structure. "As there is no sex
difference in (souls), it is not justified to discriminate between the
potentialities of men and women in spiritual practices. Yet certain aspects of
spiritual practice pertain to body and mind, so consideration has to be given to
the glandular differences between men and women, and their possible effects on
the mind." As a true spiritual leader, he addresses the societal erosion of
women’s self-esteem by prescribing, among other things, Kaoshiki, a yogic
dance to promote women’s health, stamina and confidence, as well as taking an
uncompromising stand against attitudes and practices that degrade women. In this
way, a true guru, female or male, effectively leads aspirants along the path to
a point beyond awareness of gender identity.
Jessica Torrens
has lived in Europe, Asia and North America, and considers herself a student of
social and spiritual culture, with a particular interest in women’s issues.
Email: jbtorrens@hotmail.com
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